Mantra
I totally want to change my life somehow. This isn’t the start of my annual Downer Week, where I examine why I haven’t pushed myself to publish anything yet or where I question if I’m truly taking advantage of every waking moment. Those thoughts are usually due to the gravity of winter pulling me towards some strange introspection, but that’s not where I’m coming from as of right now. I just want to mix things up a little. There’s no good reason for it, I suppose, but I guess it’s kind of like how people who compulsively rearrange the furniture in their house like to advise me with stuff like “maybe try moving your bed against a different wall and see how long it takes for your dreams to adjust.”
